Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Recent Session

Well, just wanted to share about my last session with my therapist. The path I’ve chosen for therapy is prayer, as it fits in with my Christianity. As God made us, surely He can fix us?
One of the parts of my mind that often interferes is called Rescuer. As his name implies, he thinks it’s his job to rescue me any time I start probing into any difficult memories or experiences. Last session, I was pressing on into some yucky stuff, and Rescuer appeared to take me, as a little boy, away from the trauma I was looking at. Amazingly, this time, he talked to Jesus and had quite a long conversation with Him. Even more amazingly, after intervening in countless sessions, Rescuer came out of the darkness where he lives, and came into the light where Jesus was standing, with many other little ones. He came into the group of little ones, who enthusiastically welcomed him. Rescuer seemed overcome, and fell to his knees, put down his sword and shield, and cried, “Jesus is Lord” over and over again. A truly epic moment after over two years of Rescuer doing his job and taking me away. He was just doing his job, but of course it was hard for me to resolve some things as he wouldn’t let me go there.

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