Doing Well

A lull of a few days since my last post. Things haven’t been too bad, all things considered. The weather has been warmer and my spirits are higher. Last Friday I was helping to lead worship at a Messianic fellowship and lifted the roof off. People in the congregation said they could hear angels singing with us. What a privilege to be there and partake. I went out for prayer after the service and felt a real touch from the Lord. Sometimes my mind isn’t clear and I don’t know where something is coming from; is it a demon, a part of my mind, or alter personality, or am I just being spiritually oppressed? I wish I knew. I often feel confused and helpless, which is of course exactly where satan wants me to be. I’ve seen myself a lot recently waging war on many demons, slashing them to pieces with a large double edged sword. This felt really good. I’ve also felt released in worship a lot which is wonderful. Had a session with my therapist yesterday but couldn’t get to any memories or anything. Oh well. Looking forward to 2 nights of special services at the Messianic fellowship. Yippee.