Weekend’s over and back to the inevitable work. Busy weekend, bought the tiles for the bathroom I’m renovating, even though we bought cheap tiles….$650….gasp shock. We took over 3 hours to decide, and find all we wanted, rummaging through all the shelves of the Home Depot. Felt really triggered by so many decisions just to tile a small bathroom. Such is life. We’ve booked into a conference called Thrive that’s the first week in August, especially for people like me, DID, abused etc. I’m quite excited to get a full week of therapy type stuff. The conference is in a hotel so I hope the amenities are nice.
I haven’t been sleeping very well for some time, it wears me down and sometimes I feel despondent early in the morning. I’m not sure if it’s part of me that’s restless and waking me, or some demonic scum thing. I can’t function very well on 4 to 5 hours sleep a night, and tend to collapse at the weekends, which is not good as I have my projects to do in the house and enjoy time together with my beloved Mrs E. Sometimes I wonder if my journey will ever end, it often feels like you’re making good progress, only to crash and burn very easily. Good job I have God on my side, therefore everyone who has tried to harm me is a loser. It’s in the Bible. Raaaah.
I haven’t been sleeping very well for some time, it wears me down and sometimes I feel despondent early in the morning. I’m not sure if it’s part of me that’s restless and waking me, or some demonic scum thing. I can’t function very well on 4 to 5 hours sleep a night, and tend to collapse at the weekends, which is not good as I have my projects to do in the house and enjoy time together with my beloved Mrs E. Sometimes I wonder if my journey will ever end, it often feels like you’re making good progress, only to crash and burn very easily. Good job I have God on my side, therefore everyone who has tried to harm me is a loser. It’s in the Bible. Raaaah.
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