Progressive Mind

Progressing on my happy pills, I've been on them for a few weeks now. Apart from not sleeping very well, I've been feeling better. No black moods, no instant upsets when someone (often Mrs E) says something completely innocent that I am sure proves she hates me. I was even at my shrink's and he couldn't get me to feel upset. He's expert at that, so this was quite an achievement. The head doctor has changed my meds as my insurance won't pay for the first one he tried, but now I am to start taking some stuff especially for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. What will they think of next? I've had a couple of times with my good friend M recently, who has had a similar difficult background to me. He got a great healing the other week at a conference in a local church. I am really jealous. He did invite me to go but I was busy at home putting in a new back door so I didn't go. He brought me the DVD and the message was right on for me, shame I wasn't there. Oh well. It's amazing what God can do. Some things seem to come slowly, through our own perseverance and spiritual attack on the forces of darkness, and some come from grace. If only I could always tell which was which and at what time.