Here again

Here again, still struggling over many issues. Worst of all, many things I don't notice, and upset Mrs E terribly and drive her away from me. She mostly at her wit's end and endures more than anyone should have to endure. Well, another week of in-patient counseling in a few weeks, we'll see what comes up. It's only been a year since I started finding out the depravity of the torture, abuse and programming inflicted on me and it's certainly changed my like, and Mrs E's. I am now also cautioned against watching certain movies I've enjoyed in the past, as they will trigger my programming. World gets smaller, but the opportunities get bigger to break out. I started painting a couple of weeks ago and really enjoyed it, landscapes and angels, looks like a 3 year old painted it. I wonder what that part's name is?