Vacation fever

Getting excited now about going to Montana, and hoping to visit Glacier park, as well as Jasper in Canada. Had a hard time recently, feeling on the point of running away from life screaming, only to come out of it a couple of weeks later. Had a great time last weekend in Wisconsin at a family barn party. I was given a spot and sang some songs and that’s good therapy, except the voices always tell me I’m singing out of tune etc. If I sing without a mic I’m fine, but for some reason the mic and amps terrify me. Just another trigger to go with the other 10 million.

Summer has turned up

The sunshine is finally here after several weeks of British weather, cold wet and windy. Not sure what’s going on with the system, some good days, some bad. This week I was spending time with a friend and fellow journeyman who is finding things difficult after 5 years of struggle. He was a successful businessman, but his stuff got so bad he walked away from his business, and now works on a smaller scale from home. Even this is hard for him sometimes and he declined some work recently from one of his long standing customers. It’s funny how we both live in shrinking worlds. When we look back and see how adventurous we were and how we live now we cringe. Such is the nature of the beast. Next week Mrs E and I are driving a long distance cross country to visit some friends in Montana. We hope to go to Glacier park and Banff in Canada during the week so that will be nice. On the home front I haven’t been sleeping well for some time and yesterday I felt like I was going to fall asleep as I walked round…… aaargh. Had a very early night though last night and feel better today. Another bright spot on the horizon is the Thrive conference in Michigan last week of July. Hopefully I’ll improve after that, hearing their take on my problems, rather than only Theophostic as I do now. It’ll be good to get a different perspective.

Keep going

Last session was amazing, seeing a picture of my heart emraced by Jesus, and the core of me actually coming out and seeing the Light. Day to day it's not been too bad, Mrs E is very understanding and supportive. One great evening we met with another couple, he's blessed like me and we had a great talk about inner feelings and stuff and that was very helpful. The summer seems to have arrived finally here in the frozen tundra, but yesterday we had a great thunderstorm in the early hours, with 70 mph winds. Two neighbours lost trees, one huge one was lifted out of the ground and deposited on the roof of the house, what a sight. That and the fact we can't park in our driveways because of the road works means our cars are vulnerable. Oh well.